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Can't smile

I rember the day you asked me why?

 Dont i smile when you look my way any more. Like i used to do. Because you dont treat me the way you used to do. Its like you'r done being amussed. You dont realize how much you've hurt. I try to hide the pain a lot lately. Outhers see im dying inside. From someing just the way my eyes. Tell on me that i cant hide. Crying lieing in bed next to you thinking. Was this a nother misstake. You take my love throw it in my face. Won't hold or kiss even talk to me. I've wanted to smile but after awhile. The hurt and pain wont go away. Its to hard to cover up whats messed up. So i stay in outher bed room.

 So maybe one day you'll rember how to make me smile. Once in awhile.

 Linda Sue Bath

 Copyright ©2005 Linda Sue Bath

Crying inside

Im tried of crying inside. I dont even know why i even try. Every time i try to give Love another go. 3 times now alls i get inreturn. Is disreguarded for what i feel and never heard. I know im not perfect or pretty or geuise. But im not a slump or stupid or ugly. Especaily in side i cant help the way i am. Blame my dad he raised me. To think work and act like a man. One day some one will ACCEPT me fore me. Not try to change me to fit in thier plans.

 Linda Sue Bath

Copyright ©2005 Linda Sue Bath

Alone

 I guess im just sopose to be alone. Who knows this time i belived this one was right. Use to be whats was (ours no matter together ). Now i've hit bottom you've turned rotten. I see you've forgotten how it feels. What was our agreement no miss treatment. We had a deal with what ever came our way. We would stand together. Help eachouther each and every day. Now all's we say is. I hate the day it turned out this way. Leave me alone GO away.

 Linda Sue Bath

 Copyright ©2005 Linda Sue Bath

Family

 What relaitly do people live in these days. Weres the good old days parents shared. Every thing through thick thin back then. Even us kids tryed to our part. Now a days its every one for thier shelfs. Its like your not doing enought. Especialy if your down on your luck. Like a slap in face when they descrace you. What fools they have no clue. How and what a family realy sopose to be. Sopose to be eaqul everyone do thier part. From hearts hold together a loving family. Stop the yelling acusing and hateing. Debaiting and suffering be a true family.

 Linda sue Bath

 Copyright ©2005 Linda Sue Bath

Given

 I liked you when we first met. You seemed differnt than my last 2. I belive you thought so to about me. We keeped another componey shared everything. As friends people knew we belonged together. We try to let our bad relations memories go. Realitly its there in the back of our minds. Tryed to give you my heart mind and soul. But the chips from our old keep showing up. Im ready to give up you wont let me inside. Right from the start i should of knew. WE cant truly give up our hurtful past. I want back our your's and mine past. It was fine we just have to realize. We need to laugh again when we were friends. Stop hurting make the pain go away. Feels you havent given like you realy want.

 Linda sue Bath

 Copyright ©2005 Linda Sue Bath

Empty

 I truely thought. We'ed be together for enturnity. I guess its was only ment to be. Momentarly of sanity. Now our house our home. Is so empty i feel so alone. Its your house,was our home. Every things turns to Suffecation,deseit,hate no commuication. I lie a wake knowing in my heart & soul. Loving you only get it return. You stole my heart soul. Showing no love,sharing or even careing Leaving our house,home and me so empty

. Linda Sue Bath

 Copyright ©2005 Linda Sue Bath

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